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One of the most important Kanye videos
You don’t have to kidnap I like to be kidnapped . …you leave me careless .. I like it . . I liiike it
there only exist five tumblr pages of me & you dating. that’s how i know you overly inhibited & distracted me.
i think that i’ll never forgive you. or at least i don’t want to. i want you to want my forgiveness but i never want to give you what you want. i want you to suffer. i want you to feel the emptiness i feel. i want you to cry. i want the girl to taste me on your lips. i want her to feel where my toes curled along your calf. i want you to compare every lips your lips find to mine. i want you to hate yourself until you can have me back.
is that selfish or is it my desire to inflict pain upon another. my want to manipulate. my desire to control. my hatred and love for you entangling and confusing identities and blending until they resemble, until they are each other.
tell me you love me so i can spit in your face, smirk, and walk away with dead eyes.
let me destroy your features, your nose, your lips, your eyelashes and earlobes. i want your happiest moments, i want your most terrified heartache. i want to leave you empty. no joy, no pain. i want you to feel numb. i want you to go through life and see people with numb eyes. i want to rid you of you because i can’t have you.
my poetry consists of him and you & i want him to be you.
the image that will always haunt me is this. the night it ended, i laid in my bed, begging you to stay, you kissed my forehead and all i saw was your shadow through the curtain across my bed fading into the darkness. the door slammed shut. i called you and you told me you could no longer love me until i fell asleep.
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